23.2.08

I'm scared of trying something new for the first time in my life. i don't know what to think of that:( fuck me...

1 comment:

JJ said...

is this something i know about, or something in your real life and not really my business? :) if it's something i am pushing you towards or you think i want--your reaction may be a sign that i'm pushing you a direction you really dont want to go. just tell me--but I probably am having delusions of granduar about my importance in the scheme of things! (not said whiny, fyi. i'm fine)

There are different types of fear--some that are legit warnings, that tickle your soul and make you think twice. That's not bad; that's like your psche's early warning system.

othertimes, though, it's just showing you're heading out of your comfort zone, and you need to squeeze your eyes tight and run for the waves.

course, this is just sound and fury, trying to sound wise. just letting you know i care--and if it in any way impacts me, i want you to do what you need to do. really.